Intro to the Avid Enthusiastic Gym Goer:Auds
I'm an avid Gym goer these days, i would say i go diligently every single morning, to swim or jog because i have put on a little bit too much weight. Also, i have managed to find some badminton enthusiasts and players in TESCO, so i play badminton at least once a week now, sometimes twice. But still, it's not enough. Somehow, mo love for that sport is unfathomable. I miss squash very much. sigh.
I can see that i'm getting pretty round especially in the middle. I wake up at 6.15am sharp everyday to drive to the gym. How on earth did i manage to motivate myself to get my lazy fat ass out of bed is still a huge mystery even to myself. I'm sure you guys are wondering in disbelief.^^
Anyway, i feel good to be able to exercise a little before heading to work. I feel more energetic in the morning, and am able to work better. Hmm, my mood is better too. Strange, i know. well, as what people have said time and time again, when you exercise, your body releases endorphines, supposedly the feel good hormones. guess that explains it. :P
The Triumphant return of the Auds
Hello. Yes, i know that i have disappeared for what seemed like the longest time in the entire time continuum. I have been pretty busy lately, and the usual laziness of course. what else could it have been, right? Here's an update
I'm still very much Alive, just a piece of information for people who are too narcissistic to even care.
In a blink of an eye, it has dawned on me that i have been working in Tesco for nearly 2 years now, about 1 year and 10 months to be precise. I'm adjusting very well here in KL. i'm enjoying my life here now.I'm happier.I used to be very home sick, and some other reasons and hated coming back to KL on every sunday night, but now, i'm doing ok. I like it here.
I used to regret coming to KL, but now, i'm proud, glad and realised that i've made the right decision. For i have learned things, exposed to things, and discovered things, things that i'll never learn, if i were to stay in Malacca, workwise and otherwise.
I'm proud to announce that i'm no longer the same old Auds. More mature?: It's for you to judge. I can still be unbelievably childish, mischievous at times. Just ask my NEW boss. She always says: "Audrey, it's ok if you are cheeky and playful at times, but when it comes to work, you have to get down to business" But i can say this: i'm definitely more independent, has turned into a deep thinker, and right now, the path infront of me is very darn clear.
I know what i want to achieve in life and will work my ass off to get it and realise what's my main priority. The one thing i have learned is I HAVE NO ONE TO LIVE FOR OR BE HAPPY FOR. The only person to live for and be happy for is AUDS, ME, MYSELF AND I. danke.
will be back. Auf Wiedersehen. Ciao
Kuantan Trip in Pictures
i'm too lazy to elaborate. Here's a summary. 3 angels, 3 days, great time,great fun, fell asleep on the beach while gazing at a starry night, canoeing, sun burned, red like lobster and loads of fun under the sun. Speeding fine, flat tyre,waited by the roadside for 2 hours, conspiracy theories after conspiracy theories, none were true, good samaritans. Here are the pictures.
I want an Iphone
I'm currently back home in my cosy Malacca town, in my cosy sanctuary of an air-conditioned room, flanked by my dearest parents and brothers and housekeeper and dogs. Ahh... it's good to be home. I've not been home for a month now due to my work, ice-hockey games and stuff. I miss home. I hate driving in KL because i more often than not get caught in the horrible jam. today itself took me 1.2o hours to get home. Usually, it'll only take me 20 mins. The drive back was horribly jam as well.
Right now, i cant wait for my bonus because i would seriously love to buy an Iphone, like seriously because it's the coolest toy ever. I was thinking of getting a new MP3
player as my current one is only 1 GB and i'm getting sick of the songs. But after i toyed with my brother's Iphone, i fell n love with it instantly because it's just cool, and it has GPS, something in which i had planned on getting ever since i worked in KL as i usually get fucking lost.
I want an Iphone. I want an Iphone. I want an Iphone. When i want something, i'll get it. Hopefully, by next month ^
BOOZE, BURGERS AND FRIES
I'm literally getting really very round in the middle. Thanks to my fascinating addiction to the worst kind of food on the planet which are BOOZE, BURGERS, FRIES, ICE-CREAM, CHOCOLATES AND POTATO CHIPS. Indulging on these top most guilty sins ever, is so not very good for my physical shape.
Here's how it goes, i booze at least on a weekly basis now, i feast on Mc Donald's and Burger King at least 3 times in a week, sometimes 4, hell yea it's that bad, i indulge in ice-cream,heavenly chocolates and crunchy and tasty potato chips on an almost daily basis.
The worst part is that i hardly could find time anymore to do some serious cardiovascular exercise. I know it's the lamest excuse ever, but i really dont have time. I do have time during the weekends but my weekends are reserved for sleeping. Yes, i'm a pig ^^. the only good news is that i play badminton once a week with my colleagues, and my occasional ice-hockey playing, but i know it's never enough
I realised how super unfit and out of shape i am, when i couldnt put on my sexy clothings and i couldnt really run that fast anymore during badminton or squash. fuck
And also the unavoidable fact that my brothers has crowned me with a new nick name which is "fat girl". bummer.
I should get more exercise and stop burger king-ing and boozing. i know the later is never gonna happen, though. booyaa..
Regardless, i'm on a mission to lose the pounds so that i dont suffer from a heart attack or something due to all those trans fatty fats, enveloping my heart. Toi Toi Toi Auds!!
The fat girl has gotta go.
will be back with more
Guten Tag miene Freunde. Auf Wiedersehen
Jam, great food, loads of booze and strippers!!
Last Friday (12.04.10), i attended another TESCO Celebrate Success company dinner, held at Courtyard Garden, somewhere around KL, and around Jalan Dungun, wherever that is. Yes, my sense of location and direction is freaking bad. Dont even bother asking me to look at a map, i'm doubly as bad at deciphering a map. Ask anybody. You'll go crazy if i were to have a map in my hands. ^^ I'll make you feel like tearing up the map into bits and pieces and swallow the entire thing and will make you feel like you have never seen a map before in your entire life. Yea, i'm that bad.:p. Compass, what's that? hehe.
As usual me and my colleague got lost on our way there and arrived fashionably late again. Tja. who cares. as long as we were there. Getting caught in a terrible jam on our way there on the sprint highway, didnt help much either. Sprint highway was freakishly, unreasonably bloody jam. I hate driving in KL because more or less, you'll get stuck in a jam for god-forbidden hours.The funny fact was that,apparently, we were supposed to use LDP, kinda to avoid the jam. Tja. But i swear, the map asked us to use Sprint Highway... so who's the culprit who drew the map?.. **&*&*((^^%^^$$^
Anyway,upon our arrival at the restaurant, all the pissy mood and grumbling over getting lost, getting caught in a jam, and the fact that we were dying of hunger were all forgotten. Courtyard Garden is a very nice restaurant and has a very cosy atmosphere. So i like it. The food and booze were good. The strippers were great as well. At least for the guys. :P. I drank pretty much that night,so much that i couldnt remember how many glasses of Hoegarden and Tiger beer i had consumed.
Still i managed to get my fat ass back home safely. Which is a good thing.
till then
That should be me
I think Justin Bieber is very talented, cute and can really sing. I am currently hooked to his songs especially his latest song "baby". Anyway,this is my other favourite song from him."That should be me"
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you
did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me
'cause baby I didn't
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
Buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
till you believe that
That should be me
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time
to have me replaced
But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me
you're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart
it's working 'cause you know that
Chorus:
That should be me
Holdin' your hand
That should be me
Makin' you laugh
That should be me
This is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
Feelin' your kiss
That should be me
buyin' you gifts
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
till you believe that
That should be me
I need to know should I fight
for our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
this pain in my heart
That should be me in your arms
I never should let you go
If only i can fly
If only i can fly,
I'll fly far away from everyone and everything
I'll fly away from all this sadness and misery
I'll fly away from all the disappoinments that has bestowed upon me and
to avoid causing any disappointments in anyone.
Fly away from all the patronising people who thinks they can, just because they are smarter, or just simply put, people who are so fucking egoistic and narcissictic
Fly away from pretenders,fakers, opportunists, selffish fuckers who had the nerve to pretend to be there for me when i needed them the most,but have successfully evaporated into nought and i just dont hear from them anymore, whom i once dearly called miene freunde
Fly away from the crude reality of life
Fly away from me.
i guess every beginninng has an end. Eternal is fucked. We are the pilot of our lives but somehow certain things we cant control.
You better not screw me up for hell hath no fury
I have sacrificed a cool fully sponsored 1 week holiday trip to Taiwan with my family all for nought. I am so disappointed, pissed and so not happy about the whole thing that i swear the ONLY retribution of it all by throwing something on someone's table could be the only thing that could provide me solace not so much of happiness. God i have sacrificed too much! No one knows how much and what i have sacrificed to put up with this fucking fucked up junk!!
I slogged my ass off like crazy,sheddded my blood, sweat and tears, trying very hard to impress all for the better good of my bread and butter, sacrificing the Taiwan trip, thinking that all these will be worth while,thinking and motivating myself that all those blood, sweat and tears will be paid off, will be appreciated and go noticed but hell no, all these have gone unnoticed, unappreciated, and in the end, the outcome is disappointing, unsatisfactory, demoralising, anger aggravating. I have really sacrificed ALOT.
I have to endure countless but never forgotten insults, taunts, crude criticisms, embarassments, from the very first day. I have given up my emotions, my life, for this and for what?? I'm so tired of this pointless fuck.. it's about time that i take a drastic action to show these people to never take me for granted. I'll prove to them that i dont fucking need them and they as a matter of fact need me. They have used me for their own advantage. I fucking hate it.
I might seem naive but you better watch your fucking ass because i'm a person who will not be played and used for hell hath no fury like Auds being sconned! Dont try me. It will be like treading in uncharted waters, never knowing what will be coming at you. DOnt say i didnt warn.
I'll show them now that the ball is in my court and they sure as hell better not fuck me up. or else.
Guten Tag
I love Greek Mythology
As if my 13 hours a day, 5 days a week job in Tesco is not enough to get me all stressed up and occupied, currently i am also tutoring a bunch of 16 year old kids in Economics and English. I have been tutoring since the beginning of March and i would say it's going pretty well thus far. I'm tutoring on every Wednesdays, for 3 hours after my work. So, yea, it's pretty tiring having to maximise my brainpower and talk for 3 damn hours. Does it satisfy me or make me whole?erm not really :P
Which means that after work, i'll be busy with preparations for the classes. I think i have a thing for tutoring. The reason for me to start tutoring is because i love learning and trying out new things and explore. I love to challenge myself with new stuff. So this is one of it. Plus, i get paid for it. So tja, hence the additional motivation ^^
I'm now so addicted to Greek Mythology. Yea, the whole Kronos, Zeus, Poseidon, Hades, Hera, Hercules stuff. I'm right now reading Percy Jackson and the lightning thief and i am so hooked to the book right now. It's damn good. I love it. Sadly, i dont have much time. I read a few chapters a day before bed.
I really have to go. will be back.
bon jour
Trouble in retaining my 40 winks.
These days, I have developed a very bad routine (though unwillingly) of waking up a couple of times in the midde of the night and in the wee hours of the morning even when i'm not supposed to be awake yet and am supposed to be dreaming in happy land. For instance, if i were to go to bed at around 12.3oam, then i'll wake up at 2.30am, 5 am, 6.15am, 6.45am... geezalooo... sigh. and my alarm clock is supposed to ring at 7am. Bloody hell... get my drift? This has happened for a few weeks now.It could be the stress from work and everything else in between. So, sometimes i'll feel a little bit tired at 7 am and kind of have the tendency to snooze till 7.45am and will be arriving at the office at 9am=late. tja.. hahaa
Yesterday was a considerably alright day for me. Mostly because I left my office at 6am to join my colleagues for badminton. Mind you, i hardly had the chance to leave my office before the darkening of the sky.^^ So, yea, it was something to shout about. My boss had wanted me to join her for a discussion but i told her, "boss, maybe tomorrow, i have a badminton date" I left the company anyways and left my boss with my her stunt " mouth-opening, shocked face"
Badminton was o my god heavenly fun. I have not played for 3 months now, and yea, i'm still as good.^^ We played for about 1.30 hours and by the end of it, i was dripping wet from head to toe. It was as if i had just stepped out of the shower, literally. It was really fun. Looking forward to play every week now.
Au revoir
